Am I still loveable?by 도토리

For the first time in a long while, I heard a true classic Korean pop song. It is fabulous to listen to beautiful music with excitement. This week’s theme is Lee, Sun-hee, [a famous female singer of the 80s/90s]. Many famous singers sang in the program. How do they sing like that? They have something that others cannot imitate.

After [listening to the singers for] one hour, I downloaded a song onto my cell phone. This song is neither sung by a famous singer nor does the singer have a great voice. This singer, Ben, is an amateur, and he sang Lee, Sun-hee’s, I Want to Know.

It is a song about a young girl who loved someone and sang this love song, wanting to know the heart of her lover. Each line of the song pierced my heart. As I listened to the last line, I was reminded of my situation.

Do you think I look pretty?

Do you really love me?

I really want to know.

Please, tell me.

- Lyrics from I want to know, by Lee, Sun-hee.

Just like the young girl, I like to ask the Lord, “Do I still look beautiful to you?”

“Do you still think I am pretty and lovable?”

The promises that I made to Heaven confessing my love...Sometimes, I think to myself, what am I doing now?

Does He still love me?

Today, I cannot stop thinking about this song, this one line.